J. Beaman - The Magazine

I smoked a cigarette. Just one. Henri said that I had to keep wearing the patch and throw way all of my other cigarettes so I did. I am still a non-smoker. An ex-smoker. I hate this more than anything I have hated in my whole life. Quitting. Starting. I hate all of it.

I am putting on a regular T-shirt and going to see Scott Biram. And not smoke.